When i go back the next time .....

1. I should not go during the chinese new year season as I could not feast on my penang char koay theow.Only got to eat nasi kandar n wat tan mee this time around.
2. Do not use the highway during festive seasons. Got stuck in a 7 hours jam from penang to kl. Get on a flight next time.
3. Spend more time with ur high school friends than with some people who apparently has blood connections with u. Those people with blood ties (except my parents n sibblings) r a nosy lot. Questions after questions. Comments after comments. Thank God i gt 2 escape few visitations when i met up with my frens. Should allocate more time with them. Maybe a hotel vacation next time.
4. Learn tamil for God sake. I cant even converse with my grand and greatgrand mother. She talks in tamil n i reply in english. Looks like im not a FBI-Full Blooded Indian.
5. I gotta be myself. No need to put on a show especially meeting with those ppl. So if i wanna dress like an apek, so be it.
6. Gotta stop being the nerd in da family.
7. Stop telling lies. Not me. But sum1 else. I jst saw how sum1 gt caught in their own lies.
8. I should probably read more news paper. I lack in general IQ. Due to dat, I cant have a decent converation with those ppl. The only thing i noe is entertainment news.
9. I have to tell what i want or not, I will be suffering with the consequences.
10. Bring more clothes..lol
11. Need to change ppl's percption that not all good gals go bad when they go to kl. Its not kl that changes ppl, its their own will 2 do so.
12. Brush up on my bhangra moves and pool skills, if i do have any..became a fan of Imran Khan drg this trip..thanks to two eighteen yr olds.
13. I have to go back to Badlishah to collect my SPM cert...hahaha..i better !!!

My Valentine Song

When I first heard this song, I thought the music was kinda lame but after hearing over and over again, thanks to Hitz.fm who keeps on replaying the same song again, the lyrics caught my attention. My pick for a valentine song to keep the lovey dovey mood around-*drum rolls*-Smile, by Uncle Cracker. The lyrics is kinda cute and I think I would be probably be doing the same stuff in the chorus when im in love and thinking of my special one......awwww...so sweet..hehe :).


You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

So, this coming valentine, I'm just gonna smile and wish that one day I would be doing all of the above and likewise someone will be doing the same for their special one.

Happy Valentines Day and Gong Xi Fa Cai...will be heading to penang in the early morning!!!!!!

My Need for Speed-Go-Karting!!!!

"U guys free this afternoon, wanna go out?", one of my coolest and youngest uncle asked me and my bro. Young as in few years older than me. Dont ask me how n why he is jst few yrs older, family generation imbalance, I guess. I've got aunties younger than me. LOL. What am I crapping?! Back 2 da matter.

The question that started everything. From the outing to holiday plaza 2 get out nails done, my uncle's idea, LOL AGAIN, which we did not accomplish due to these Singaporeons invading JB malls (sorry no offense, but u guys conquered da whole mall plus no parking!!!!) which lead us to an unplanned go-karting trip, a totally RAWRSOME event!!!!!!

This go-karting circuit, Permas Go-Kart Club, located in some ulu place in Plentong, as in surrounded by a kelapa sawit estate, was bigger than I imagine. And again, not to my suprise, it was invaded by Singaporeons. But Thank God, we had lots of time to hang there n enjoy our race. My uncle who was a pro in all this type of stuff as he always comes and hang out there while me n my bro were babies, had no idea how to control it, how would it feel to handle the kart and the safety precautions as there were many minor accidents and if we did damage the kart, we gotta pay for it!!!!!! No cheap, my fren!!!

Thankfully, there were lot of beginners drg our race turn, and there were a few Bangladeshi workers who came to brief us. All set, hit da oil pedal and vroooom, I was literally flying on the road. The adrenaline rush was just rawrsome!!!! Damn, I felt like Schumacher 4 a second!!! Haha. But after 10 minutes and paying RM 35, it all came to an end. FYI, I was first to leave the pit and the last to reach the pitstop. Imagine that!!! But, i was not there to race, i jst wanted to have fun n njoy my need for speed. Here I some pics from the scene:

Rewind, Pause, Fast Forward

I wish I could do this to TIME-Pause!!! Rewind please!!!! Everything is going too fast, my life is just flashing right in front of me and that I still can't believe that I am goin to be twenty in a few days time. Well, ten days to be precise actually. So technically, I am nineteen years and 355 days old. Haha.

It was just like yesterday when I was climbing like a monkey on the tree right opposite of my home or when I cycled with my neighbourhood friends in Bukit Mertajam . Those memories will always be cherished as they are a part of who I am, literally, due to the bruises, cuts and scars I have accumulated by those adventurous activities. LOL.

Well, that's not the point, the point is that I wish I could still do that because when I was that age, I was carefree and did not care about anything else in the world. I did whatever I wish I love to do and I had no fear for doing so. But NOW, being nineteen, ending my teenage years, going to uni, trying to decide my career, almost everybody has so much of expectation for me and there are some "people" who are just waiting for me to mess up! The PRESSURE IS ON!!!!! "You have a bright future ahead of you", " You will definitely make your parents proud" and blah blah blah... Arrrghhhhhhhhh !!!!! I can't take any of these crap. What happens in the end?

Hence, I finally came to my senses that I need balance in my life. Enough of being the person I am ought to be, it is time to take charge and chase after my rainbows-my dreams, my desires, my decisions. And as I enter into the twists and turns of my twenties and trying to chase these rainbows of mine, I have dedicated this blog to vent out my experiences,feelings, activities, challenges, victories, failures, people and not forgetting my relationship with my awesome God to chase my rainbows in my complicated n messed up life. I am going to take it one step at a time, cherishing every beautiful moment from now onwards and not worrying much about the future as God has great plans for me!!!!!