Rendezvous with Me: January 2011

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Your word, My refuge

Sometimes I think what did I do to deserve of all this?
Why do people love to take a ride on you, give you sweet promises
And then abandoned the very next day
And pretend like everything is ok
I dont get it,I dont know what they think of themselves
It hurts a lot, especially when you trusted the person so much
Its like getting divorce papers all of a sudden from your partner when you thought the relationship is going fine
And they know I would be a lost sheep without them
Looks like you cannot trust men except for God
Cz dey will forsake and abandoned you

It mind boggles me that some people cant say thank you 4 favours done onto dem
Its not that I want recognition for doing something good
But when dat person bugs you all the time and worries that I did not do a good job at doing the favour
But when its finally done, you wont get a reply frm dem
As if dey are MIA
And when you ask dem bck, dey r like... oh yeah...i forgot
FORGOT YOUR HEAD LA!!!!!!
What's the big deal of showing off your attitude when people despise you?
Learn to have gratitude in your attitude

My anger wants dem to get a taste of deir own medicine
But deep inside I know its wrong
Its hard to forgive someone who hurts u, use u , take advantage on u, or in other words treat u like shit
Seriously, is it written on my forehead "TAKE ADVANTAGE ON ME CZ I WONT BE PISSED OFF?"
Or Am I paying my time...have I done the same thing before to another person..or am i overreacting
"Why worry the speck in your friend's eye when you have a log on your own?"-Matt 7:3

But these words sprang into my heart:
You will make a way, when there seems to be no way.
And when I walk through a valley where there is shadows all around, I will not fear, You will guide me, You will keep me safe and sound.
You will never leave nor forsake me
The Battle is not Mine, But Yours...

Monday, January 17, 2011

An open book

"If someone were to read your life as a book, what would they find????"

Was it interesting?
Were you good?
Were u a b***h?
Did u achieve something?
Was it memorable?
Did you inspire others?
Were you a role model?
Were you a pain in the ass?
Were you a let down to your family and peers?

But most importantly, did you do what you were destined 2 do on this planet?

I know we are here not by chance by for a purpose. Let it be revealed. Time is ticking, it will be sooner than I think...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Tangled

What will u do if u were attracted by...

ur hot, handsome and single teacher who is only a few years older den u?

ur boss who is one of the most eligible bachelor (inherited good looks and money) but has a well-to do girlfriend?

ur neighbour's son who returned from overseas but his mum n ur mum dont get along?

ur older brother's friend who is freakishly cute but ur bro wants u 2 treat him like another bro?

ur long time family enemy's son?

OR

ur best guy friend who has a gf or is getting married soon?

AND WHAT IF.....

dey r attracted 2 u.....

WHAT WILL U DO???

IF IT IS WAS A ONE WAY ATTRACTION...it would be so much easier to cover it up and get over it cz its all up 2 ur imagination n nothing can really happen cz u noe its wrong in someway or another and the other party is not interested..unless ur bitch la n do wat ever it takes to get him..lol

however....

IF THERE IS CHEMISTRY BETWEEN BOTH PARTIES....imagine the tension, the guilt, the suspense, the regret, the secret, the pain of not being together, the suffering of keeping mum, and the job of telling da third party involved if da guy n da gal do come 2getha....sounds like a lot of drama ...

SO, SKIP THE DRAMA AND FOLLOW UR MAMA....
And fall for a normal person in normal circumstances..hahaha...

LIKE DATS EVER GOIN 2 HAPPEN!!!

Monday, January 3, 2011

It's a recap-2010

JANUARY: HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010
most boring-est month of the year where the partying stops and people go back 2 work or school except for the monashians who are still in deir summer break n rotting at home...sigh....

FEBRUARY: 20th bday + valentines + CNY
my favourite month cz its my bday!!!!! became 20 in penang...met up with high school friends..ahh..non-stop gossiping with them..lol