The Hope of All Hearts

"In darkness and triumph,
my soul shall sing,
Of His mercies and kindness,
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails."

Have you wanted something so much that you work your butt off and at the end it disappoints you after all the effort you put it? I know how it feels and what is worst, it brings you down like a strong evil root dragging you to the ground. It sucks you into this vacuum of self pity and uselessness and valueless and regret and finally u say..why me? Watever la just give up. I was there few days ago, jst feeling so low and down. The feeling of so close yet so far. The feeling like i cant tell this to anybody. The feeling of not going to that place. Yet, u never know what will and can happen...Everything changed today..goin to urban life just changed and renewed my whole perspective of the matter..from singing the verse above, to the sharing and offering sermon, everything was meant for me..i knew why i was down.. it's because i distant myself frm You...trying to take matters into my own hand..it will never work..after today, i am refreshed, rejuvenated..i dont care wats gonna happen, wat i know its not gonna bring me down...n yes SUPERNATURAL things can happen..i am gonna hope, and hope will lead to the unexpected and the rest will be history...lol

I learned something today. Do not download a Lady Gaga album on the day of release from the net cz in OZ land, they take illegal downloading seriously..like seriously..they send you a warning letter and if you do repeat it..YOU WILL BE FINED!!!! sounds so scary!!! LOL

Check this out:
AWEsome
AWful
AWstralia

Oh yes, i was downloading lots of music earlier on this week until i got the letter which lead to the stop...so i decided to have a music library makeover.. reorganizing it, and decided to make playlists. So far I have got:

My Pimp: Who Run the World, On the floor, Sweat, Dont Stop the Party
My Desire: Rolling in the deep, Back to Black, Heartless
My Soul: Jesus Culture, Planetshakers, Hillsongs,Israel Houghton
My Heart: Valentine, Im Lost without you, Today was a fairytale

Next i wanna have create a playlists for My Roots, My Oldies, My Elvis and MJ and My Bhangra :)